I'm no Superman

Yup, I'm no superman. I knew that one day this would happen. I don't feel angry at all. Maybe there's something that I've done wrong before. It almost hits my eye. Can you imagine what will happen if it does? Well, I accept it wherever it hits. I won't complain at all. In life, I believe if we've done something wrong, we will be punish at one point in the near future or in the long run. I can't remember what I've done wrong. And yeah, accidents happens. But on my case, I believe I've done many wrong doings before. So maybe this was the punishment from god. I just want to say something that is, whatever the punishment you gave me (from god), I'll accept it. These kind of things doesn't just happens. Everything happens for a reason whether you realise it or not. I won't take grudge against anyone. I'll accept it as a man. "Pandai buat, pandai tanggung". And one more thing, I'll accept any punishment from you (god) because I know I deserved it. It may take a long time to heal, but I know at one point I've paid my debts to you. I went through many things like this before but if it satisfy you I'll be more than happy to accept it. I will accept any further punishment from god. I don't know if someone actually likes it that I'm like this or not, but I don't care about anyone except god. I am what I am because of you so who am I to say otherwise. You raised me up to be like this. It shows that you still care about me. If not, I'll live happily now. What's the meaning of life without any problems? It's about whether you pass the test or not. It's simply like that. I thanked you for done this to me as you made me realise that I'm no SUPERMAN. Other person have their own version of test from god. It's whether you realise it or not. When you do realised it, it's the matter of how you'll handle it. Will you start questioning it or you actually realise that you've done something wrong before in your life. On this matter, I took it very well. Straight away my mind told me, it's not any one's fault, it's your own fault. Will there be anything like this that will happen to me? Only god knows. I don't know a single thing on what will happen in the future. "In you I take refugee.". As my late grandfather told me, "ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian. Terima sahaja dengan redha.".
That's me got injected by the doctor at my hand. My first impression was why the hell does he have to inject me at my hand because I got hit above my eye. There's actually a scar just below my eye if you can see it in the first picture. After he explained to me, without the injection, I'd be in more trouble. And thanked god I went there early so they can stop my fast flowing blood. It looks like it's nothing but what I didn't know is that it can be more serious if just leave my wound just like that. They said, "why you smiled when you know that you are in serious trouble? Dah gila ke?". I said, "It's just a test from god and I know that I've done many sins in my life so why do I have to argue about it?". Case closed. To be continued...






Owh, before I forget, yesterday on the 24th of March 2009 was one of my best friends birthday. In the picture, on the left, it's him. His name is Razmi. "Kerja nak main trombone dan stay back jek" as he was in VICCB. Then he always ran away from the discipline teachers because his hair was damn long. "Tak reti-reti nak potong ke bang?". Haha. When heard one of the discipline teacher's name in our block, it only took 5 seconds for him to "lesap". Haha. What a way man. Damn fast this boy hides. "Kenapa la tak masuk lari 100 meter?". Haha! One moment that I won't forget was when one of our teacher told us that she actually dreamt that both of us will be successful one day. Hope that her dream will come true. Haha!!! Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! May all your dreams come true and success in your life.

Look at us, we are grown ups now. And for you Razmi, you don't need to worry about your hair anymore. Hehehe...





It's me. I'm on top of the world but about to fall down with my shadow if I don't be careful in life.