"Tengok pun dah tau gila". That's the thing that I always hear from people about me. Haha... I love the old times. Now I'm not so sure if I'm like that anymore. I'm in the process of changing. It's either I change back to my old self or to be my true self. Everything changed for me since last year. I'm gonna remember 12th May 2008 till I die. It's such an important date for me as it changed my whole life. I never thought something like this would happen to me. No one can really believe in it. I saw someone on that day that makes me smile, happy and such an indescribable feeling. It was funny because in my 18 years of living in this world (during that time), I never felt like this before. It's like a dream come true. Anyway, let's continue this topic another time as I don't really have the mood now. Sorry =)
Remember my previous post about I'm involved in a freaking accident? Well, this was the thing that damaged my eyebrow. "Kelakar kan?" or it's something that you can't imagine it could happen to someone and how the hell was my head still ok after what happened to the racket. To tell you the truth, we share the same thoughts as I don't know how I can withstand the pain. Well, my eye is getting better now. No worries. Now I can open my right eye like normal. Just that sometimes I felt a bit of pain in my right eye that I have to close it quickly. But now I think it's getting better. I could have feinted few times but I chose not to. Someone asked me that "You know that you're in such condition but why you still hang around like nothing happen to you?". My answer, "A man got to do his duty no matter what his condition as long as he complete the task then only he can rest.". The conversation ended just like that...
Compare the two pictures. Can you see any differences? Haha!!!
This picture shows my current mood. I'm more to the left side. I'm trying hard to go to the right side. I don't know what bothers me. Something is not right. I once said to someone, "Saya nak terjun dari sini". The reply that I got was, "Jangan, nanti saya menangis". So, here I am. I'm thankful to that person for stopping me from doing something so stupid. I can't believe someone actually cared bout me. I'm ready to return the favour. Thank you...
